things that u don't know

2008-09-13T05:07:00.000-07:00

i love it when the guy i like is in love with my best friend.

i just do.

2008-08-28T01:42:00.000-07:00

pretty girls.

mummy: girl, do u have a boyfriend yet?

me: err, no?

mummy: why? i see many of your friends have boyfriends, why don't u get one?

me: u say get then can get wan ah?

mummy: so boys in uni like u?

me: no..

mummy: why? u playing hard to get is it?

me: mummy, guys only like pretty girls.. that's why i'm still single. besides.. i told u before, i like girls.

mummy: *silence*

me: HAHAHAhahahAHAHahahaHAHaHAHahAHahahHAHaHAHAHahahhha

i feel like im fucked up.
vulgar much.

peace out
-ying-

2007-10-22T03:30:00.001-07:00

so i've been tagged again.. i shall now consider to only update when i'm tagged. if i do that, i think i'll get cursed. so this time i got tagged by my lovely loupo JOANNE'S . see that colourful name of hers?? yes, i admit. i copy. bite me la. ngee :)

TAGGED!!

part 1: state the rules. bold the statements that are true to you. italise the statements that you wish are true. leave the fibs alone. then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

part 2: the tag.

i miss somebody right now.

i dont watch tv these days.

i wear glasses or contact lenses.

i love to play video games.

i've tried marijuana.

i have been in a threesome.

i have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

i believe honesty is usually the best policy.

i curse.

i have changed mentally over the last year.

i carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

i'm totally smart.

i've broken someone's bones.

i'm paranoid sometimes.

i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

i need money right now.

i love sushi.

i talk really, really fast.

i have long hair.

i have lost money in las vegas.

i have at least one sibling.

i have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

i couldn't survive without caller i.d.

i like the way i look.

i am usually pessimistic.

i have a lot of mood swings.

i have a hidden talent. (i can write and talk and laugh at the same time..super or what?)

i'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.

i have a lot of friends.

i am currently single.

i have pecked someone of the same sex.

i enjoy talking on the phone.

i practically live in sweatpants or pj pants.

i love to shop.

i enjoy window shopping.

i would rather shop than eat.

i'm a pretty good dancer.

i'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

i have a cell phone.

i believe in god.

i watch mtv on a daily basis.

i have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

i've rejected someone before.

i want to have children in the future.

i have changed a diaper before.

i've called the cops on a friend before.

i'm not allergic to anything.

i have a lot to learn.

i have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

i am shy around the opposite sex.

i have tried alcohol before.

i have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

i own the "south park" movie.

i would die for my best friends.

i think that pizza hut has the best pizza.

i have used my sexuality to advance my career.

i love michael jackson, scandals and all.

halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

i watch spongebob squarepants and i like it.

i am happy at this moment!

i'm obsessed with guys.

i study for tests most of the time.

i tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i've ever met.

i am comfortable with who i am right now.

i have more than just my ears pierced.

i walk barefoot wherever i can.

i have jumped off a bridge.

i love sea turtles.

i spend ridiculous money on makeup.

i plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

i'm proficient in a musical instrument.

i worked at mcdonald's restaurant.

i hate office jobs.

i love sci-fi movies.

i think water rules.

i went college out of state.

i like sausages.

i love kisses.

i fall for the worst people.

i adore bright colours.

i can't live without black eyeliner.

i don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.

i usually like covers better than originals.

i can pick up things with my toes.

i can't whistle.

i can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

i have ridden/owned a horse.

i still have every journal i've written in.

i can't stick to a diet.

i talk in my sleep.

i try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

i have jazz in my blood.

i wear a toe ring.

i can't stand at least one person that i work with.

i am a caffeine junkie.

i cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

i have been to over 15 conventions.

i will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

i'm an artist.

i only clean my room when necessary.

i like a person of the same sex.

i love being happy.

i am an adrenaline junkie.

part 3 : tag people to do the same.

nah........im almost sure that everyone has done it already. :)

peace out
-ying-

2007-10-14T10:45:00.000-07:00

TAGGED!!! :) by my one and only JOO JOO.

so here it goes.

seven things to be done before my death.
1. bungee jump.
2. get a chocolate bath. ngee
3. write a book. a good one.
4. drink tea on a mountain with doremifaso.
5. travel around the world.
6. taste every single possible flavor of ice creams.
7. get a good feng shui cemetery spot. :)

seven things i will not do even if it kills me.
1. give up candies. oh, and chocolates. ah, and ice creams. and all the sweet sweet benda.
( i think all these fall under one right?? )
2. leave my family.
3. smoke.
4. get naked on national tv.
5. have a cockroach as a pet. heh.
6. eat chicken rice.
7. abortion.

seven things i do when im away from public.
1. cry hard.
2. poses in front of the mirror.
3. scratch my butt.
4. eat like a sakai.
5. talk to myself in different 'languages'. my own version of spanish, japanese, korean, french, etc etc.
6. dance to every song and beat i listen to. i dance like a crazy woman. trust me you.
7. cry even harder.

seven fave sentences/quotes/expressions.
1. i need to PEE!!!!!
2. homaigod!!! seriously??
3. "the prize remains unknown for a surprise." - Anonymous
4. so bite me.
5. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. :)
6. i am so _____, i might just die.
7. "take me. wherever. i'll go." - i forgot.

seven songs.
1. Tisbury lane - Mae
2. Do it - Nelly Furtado
3. So much love - The Rocket Summer
4. Facedown - The Red Jumpsuit Aparatus
5. Beautiful world - Utada Hikaru
6. Chasing cars - Imogen Heap
7. Colors - Amos Lee

seven things i bet u didnt know about me.
1. i drink ribena EVERYday. cause they are good. really.
2. whenever there's holidays, i'll hibernate for a good 17 /18 hours.
3. when i dont have the mood, i dont eat. at all.
4. i cry myself to bed almost every night over the same thing.
5. i like to appear offline. i do that all the time. :)
6. i am horny. eeeeeeeeeeeee.
7. i still love...

seven things i have utter discontentment for.
1. people smoking in air-conditioned places.
2. parents smoking in front of their youngs.
3. cockroaches. yes i know you know.
4. fakes.
5. kiss ass-er.
6. people waking me up when im sleeping.
7. to have people calling me baby.

seven minor things i love.
1. a friendly smile from anyone and everyone even when they dont know me.
2. walking pass a candy store.
3. the smell of my pillow.
4. rainbow after the rain.
5. a sweet scent.
6. to have ice creams in my freezer.
7. when a baby giggles.
joo say seven or more. niahahaha.
8. to have the whole family in the living room watching tv.
9. when people remembers my name.
10. to stop and look at a good piece or art.
11. my birthdate.
12. my SIM messages.
13. stars.
14. "i'm coming.."
15. to wrap presents.
16. wishing people good morning even if it is during the afternoon or evening or night and having them wishing me back. or just that blur look on their face. it makes me happy too. :)
17. to be in the same building with him even if i dont see him.
18. to laugh at every single thing and make people around me to laugh along.
19. to wake up on a rainy day.
20. the sunset.
21. the smell of fresh baked bread.
i can go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and onnnnnnn. :)

and now i tag.................................u.
i guess i dont get to tag since i dont update as frequent as you people out there.
so if u happen to stumble upon this page and you have not done this tag yet.....
then i tag YOU. yes YOU! do it.

peace out
-ying-

2007-08-30T08:02:00.001-07:00

I.

i don't like.

i dont like cockroaches. in whatever freaking form they are. dead or alive i despise them. big or small i hate them. male or female i dont like them. whether they mean literally or metaphorically i just dont. big, small, flat, tall, thin, brown, fair, dark, can fly, cannot fly i tak suka. i dont think they suka me also.. so it's a two way relationship. :) the oxford dictionary defines cockroaches as any of various flat brown insects. siew ying defines cockroach as a very ugly looking thing that creeps the living daylight out of me.

i dont like.

i also dont like "you" to break promises. it's ok if they promised to "belanja" me and they dont. it's ok if promised to go out with me but they dont because they just cant. it's also ok if they promised not to fart in front me and they did. BUT it's NOT ok if "you" promised "you" will look after me forever and "you" dont. it's not ok if "you" promised to treat me ice cream and "you" dont. it's not ok if "you" promised to buy me sweets and "you" dont. it's not ok if "you" promised to love me and "you" dont. it's not ok if "you" promised to be by my side when i need "you" and "you" ARE by her side. and it's not ok if "you" promised that she's your friend and now she's not.

i dont like.

BUT

i like.

i like "you" so much to the extend that i think i love "you". i love "you" so much to the extend that i think i reached the point of hatred. i hate "you" so much to the extend that i think it turned very painful. it's too much for my heart to take so i give up. but "you" wont go away. i'm letting "you" go but "you" wont go. "you" just dont seem to get out of my head. stubborn ass. it's been 2 years now. are "you" not done occupying my head and my heart?? will "you" go off already? please?

i like.

i like ice creams.

*i know it's cliche and i know many wrote about things like that but hey! i dont usually do this. how often do you get to read about my "love" life. right? so bare with it. let me post some cliche posts. any inconvenience caused is much regretted* :)

so, there is a conclusion to this very weird looking post that doesnt make shit sense to anyone.

summary.

i hate cockroach breaking promises and that i love you so much till i hate you and want you to go away when you already are away. it's been two years and i'm not over it.
there... easier to understand?? :)

screw cockroaches. screw love.

"omg! siew ying you are so emooooo.."
dont say that please. i'm wayyyyyy beyond emo. i'm emo-less. =.=

post that doesnt make much sense to anyone
-ying-

2007-07-14T12:54:00.000-07:00

HAH! ANOTHER UPDATE. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSEPH and LESTER!!!

so let me share with you some interesting news. CAUTION: it might be a little gross.

i STINK.

i ate petai, you know, those green little harmless looking fella but actually stink the hell out of you kinda vege. yes i ate that for dinner. therefore,

my pee stinks! woohoo.

ahem, then today daddy bought durian and trust me you, i like smelly food. i ate durian. therefore,

my breath stinks! weeeeeeee.

the conclusion is, i double stink.

ha ha ha. i'm posting nonsense. so bite me? :)

p/s: and ji yung. I UPDATED AGAIN. *smirks*

peace out
-ying-

2007-07-10T09:04:00.000-07:00

MY HAIR PART TWO.

check out my frequent update. aren't i cool??? BWAHAHAHAHAHA.

okay, sorry about the cookooness.

so, this is a sequel from the last post. actually not exactly a sequel, just a little more touch up.

i say the i-am-still-cursing-her-every-time-i-look-into-the-mirror hair cutting woman cut off almost all of my hair. i didn't say it's short, hahaha. at least not very short. just thin. heeee. but please, hey! do still be excited to look out for my new hair cut. :) but have see me in real person to do so cos.........................

i AM SO NOT going to take a picture of myself and post it up here. hohohohohoho. yes call me evil cause that's just what i am. lalalalala.

oh yes, i watched TRANSFORMER. it's SUPERBLY WONDERFUL. yes it is. so if u haven't watch it yet. please go do so.

okay, that's all. tata. so long. farewell.

live well and stay healthy. hahaha. :)

peace out
-ying-

2007-07-06T11:20:00.000-07:00

MY. HAIR.

my hair. i got it cut. like two days ago. and it took me two days to realise that............

it is describable with a word. five letters.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
........................

F.U.G.L.Y...

deviant art.

omfg... it's freaking fugly.. ah~~~~ even he's *points up* afraid to look at it.
god save me please.
so now i comb it very fequently. somebody told me it'll grow faster when u comb it. maybe it's the attention you're giving. then it'll co-operate and start to grow faster.

please pray that it's true. i need it to grow before i start coll and face the world..

grow hair. grow.
:)

enough said. please dont curse me for this short post. and please dont curse me for not updating for awhile.

well.......

quite awhile..
oh.. wait did i mention she almost cut off ALL my hair? it's freaking thin now. PLUS! it's fugly..

weee~~~~ curse u hair-cutting woman!!!!

bye bye now.

not really peace-ing out
-ying-

2007-05-06T08:23:00.002-07:00

here's a short update. i know. sorry lah. i dont have things to update mah.. ok, here goes.

today, the whole family went out for dinner. kononya to celebrate my brother's birthday but we went and eat what we liked and not what he likes. it's not our fault seriously cause he couldn't decide. so... WE decide for him. see? kan we bagus.

so we reached the place. and we ordered what we wanted to eat. as usual u have to wait for your food right? so while waitng, sis saw something flew by and landed on our table.you know those big ants that can fly. those with wings? yea, flying ants we call it. lol. google it and u can see what it looks like.

sis: aiyer!

mum: owh, no need to be scared la. termite only mah.

sis: this one is not termite la aunty. it's "yik ngai" (that's how we call flying ant in cantonese.... i guess)

mum: i know la! but later when it grows it WILL become termite what.

us: =.=... so u can call the flying ant a termite la? fine...

so our food arrived.and my brilliant sister then pointed at our food and said.....

sis: shit! shit!

yup, nice family i have there.
and today, i almost got killed by emily today. ask her if u wanna know. but like ev said, after sitting in emily's car, i won't be afraid of anything else already!

k, that's all for today. dont know when will i be back. i will let u guys know.

peace out
-ying-

2006-12-26T06:55:00.000-08:00

Did i say shoot?? No no, i mean shoo... =)

in Perth, due to im staying with my uncle, i can't really complain about dinner. we eat dinner at home almost every night, and every dinner took up almost 2 and a half hour to 3... yup, 3 long blardy hours sitting down at the dinner table listening to dad and uncle's heavy conversation about the world, country and how to make this rotten world a better place. and oh yah, their childhood.. that was fun to hear though.. but it was a one night thing only because they were both pretty drunk.. (thanx merlot) yup, dinner, as i was saying, it'll be 8 of us sitting at this real long table and we will start passing food around. and then only i realise that chinese are brilliant people, they uses the ROUND table, which is much easier for people to grab their food right? i mean, u..... im out of topic... sorry, me shall go back.

right, so there's this night, uncle and dad was like complaining about malaysia's educating system and their way of politic-ing. (will i get into trouble saying this?) so they were talking and talking and the rest or us only get to keep quiet and "listen". i bet non of us did that, we were just humouring them most of the time by, ahahaha, yah yah, mmhmm, right, that's so true, and of course, the nodding of the head. yup.owh, right, so they were saying,

uncle: i heard that the malaysians education is deteriorating right Piew(my dad)? then the govenment is yadee yadee yadee.... as if i listened, but that's not the point, she interesting part of the conversation is when my dad replied.

dad: yah, the matter of fact is the government keep lowering the standard. then i remember once, the illegal foreign labourers increased very badly. then some minister said to the press, if our neighbouring countries still dont take actions on this matter, and the labourers don't go back, i shall SHOOT them.. and the next day, they knew that they said something wrong and was confronted by the minister of our neighbouring countries, he said this. "OH, DID I SAY SHOOT?? NO NO NO, I MEANT, SHOOOO.. hahahhaha...

i was like.. oh my gosh... malaysia memang boleh laa... practically the whole table laughed their assed off. hahahaha.. i dont really know why am i posting this, but i find it rather amusing. haha..

right, another amusing thing. as u all know, or maybe u dont know, siew ying here is allergic to prawns and crabs and lobster and cray fish and those other hard shell seafood la. so, she haven't eat those in ages already. and today, dear mum bought crabs.. nice, yummy juicy little i mean big crabs... so eventually this thought come to siew ying's mind... "eat only la, tomorrow no school no nothing, bengkak also nobody knows right? go ahead, try some, it looks real good.. go go go..." evil mind of mine did it, it succeed in luring me into crabness. and yes, when i eat prawns, i'll get the itch in my throat and mouth. and when i eat crabs... hohohohohohoh, my lips will swell.. yes swell.. and YES, as i am typing this post. i look funny.. and NO, i wont take pics of me and post it here.. nah uh... hahaha.. so that's about it, and i'm gone.

peace out
-ying-

2006-12-24T11:07:00.000-08:00

ME tired. ME wanna sleep. but ME will still update because it's been a while since i did that and it's not so hard to find a computer in malaysia for me to use cos yes, ME is back. oh yah, and ME wanna wish all of u a MErry christmas. yup, if u read ji yung's blog u'll probably wonder. what the hell is she doing back here so fast? if u haven't read yung's blog about it, nevermind then. but hey hey hey people, wait, i have REASONS for that. here's the list of reasonS. almost ALL of them got to do with mum. so it'll sound something like this.... "ying ah..." follow by the reason of the day.

1. "ying ah, u really dont want to come back ah? what u planing to do there for so long?"

2. "ying ah, come back lah, then can help mummy keep the house for chinese new year mah."

3. "ying ah, dont disturb uncle and aunty so long la." (but but but......)

4. "ying ah, u dont want to come back and get ur driving license ah? hmmm??" (good one mum)

5. "ying ah, come back and see boy boy's result mah, then can celebrate together." (right la...)

6. "ying ah, err, errrrr , errrrrrrrrrrrr....."

7. "ying ah, AIYAH, just come back la, i got the ticket for u already, firm seat, so no need to change!"

ME was like.... WTH????????? #$!&%!()_^@%$!*_$ ahem ahem, but ME dont seem to have a choice right? so ME back, for no reason.. but it's not that bad cause ME've already done what ME needed to do there in 3 days so the rest of ME days there was like....... BORING oops. shouldn't have say that. heeeee.. and, when one is in perth, one cant seem to excape the fate of golfing. yes, golfing. pffffttt.. ME dont really find fun in that sport, so ME am not going to talk much about it, EXCEPT for... ME saw this really cute guy at the driving range, so it wasn't so bad after all.. hahahahaha..(sorry ev, ME didnt take his pic) and ME've learnt that, i cant drink. yes, eventually ME'll go red, very red, and drunk fast. ish ish ish.. hmmm, there's really nothing much to update bout aussie but as soon as ME find out how to upload pictures to the blog, ME shall do that. i know, it's amazing how can i not know how to upload pictures after blogging so long. well. ME am amazing right? lol...

this post is all about ME. ( yah, a little bout my mum and bro and ev as well, but that's not the point) right, so ME dont think there's much to update about and pray hard that i learn how to upload the pics quick. thank u.

i love ME, will u love ME too?

peace out
-ying-

2006-12-04T09:11:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey!!!!!!! look look!!! people i DO update aite?? just that i'm a little slow that's all.. a little..
firstly, i think i do need to apologise for abandoning my blog. but i know u guys understand rite? spm stress and all those nonsense. but sekarang sudah habis, means i dont have excuses no more la. so im back!!! but not for long yah... sorry again.. =/ right, so what should i post about? after spm? about spm? before spm? i dont think u guys wanna know about before or during spm, so after spm it is!!!!
today.... 4th of december. a day to remember.. it's the day when i learn how to tie my shoe laces! oh no no, it's the day where i need to do housework again. i dont think today is a day to remember after all eh?? hahaha... oh yah, today finish spm also rite?? so?? whats the big deal?? huh? huh?? (=P) it IS a big of a deal la. it's like the day where u can actually smell freedom, the day of stressfree-lity, the day of online kaw kaw and watch telebee syok syok!!! rite! today's the day.. but it's rather sad thinking that all your highschool friends are going seperate ways now. think so??
but nah.... we'll see each other again... somehow.. so the oh-so-great after spm plans... i started getting msgs of people inviting me out even before spm finishes. that's great, now i have everything planned out. wahaha. so after all the woohoo-ing and byee bye-ing in school. i went straight home, bathe, changed, OUT! we went to pyramid. just for the sake of going out. didnt really know where else to go thinking that it was 3.30 already. so we were just thinking to go to some place near and catch a movie. we watched death note by the way. i like that show. but emily and zheng joo was like.. "what was that? huh? i spend 3 hours watching that? how can??" said zj. but it was like 2 hours only la. then my brilliant emily said " oh my god la! the main character macam sad case, simply walk around pyramid also can find la! haiyo...." oh yes, for ev on the other hand, all i remember was, " eh, funny lah that show.. HAhahahHAHAhahahah.." but i watched the anime u see, i liked it.. how?
so after that, we went home... ate steamboat at my house. just a quick one while they were waiting for ev's mum to pick them up.. u should really see them eat.... it's not soething u get to see often.. it should be shown in the national geographic of variant ways of eating manners.. oh yes, they should really do a documentary on it.. LOL.
so they went home and my house was instantly quiet.. hehehe... and we'll be sapu-ing one utama tmr!!! yea!!!!
so i think that's all for today, and if this is my last post for the year.. dont blame me pls.. it's hard to find a computer for me to use in perth.....
so long~~~ farewell~~

peace out
-ying-

2006-09-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

when i was taking my moral paper... i was suppose to be busy writing, but since my hand is tired, i decided to take a look around the class.... eventhough it's ntg new, but i was still shock. it must the moral. ahahaha.. i saw two of my classmate playing chinese chess. as in two malay students doing so. no no no no, dont get me wrong, im not discriminating or what-so-ever, it's just that, it's CHINESE words on it right? how the hell do they understand? and NO NO NO, i'm still not discriminating them, saya telah mengamalkan nilai hidup bersama secara aman and i will hidup berbaik-baik antara satu sama lain dengan mengutamakan kedamaian dan keharmonian hidup tanpa mengira agama, bangsa dan budaya. wow! i can't believe i wrote that shit. without referring to my notes wei..hahhaa..owh owh, silly me, as i was saying, the reason why i am writing this is because, im trying to say that, ahem... even I cant play chinese chess...eeeee!! not to mention english chess, malay chess and indian chess( if they have lah) the only thing i know how to play is checkers! haha, i like that board game.. it makes me feel like im smart. haha, it's like the only game that i use my brains playing. maybe not only but one of the few. so i dont really mind if i miss out in chess. i guess.

FINE.. actually that was just some excuse to make me feel better. =)

okie, im done with my chess talk. come come lets talk about the oh-so-great-life-of-a-just-turn-seventeen-years-old-gurl. right. let's do that. haha. seriously, it's no biggie. we went for some fancy dinner at some fancy hotel and we ate some fancy cake. yup yup. everyone seem to tell me that "wah, big girl adi lo, so must be a good girl ah...lalalalala" but, honestly, i don't feel bigger, or older, or smarter, or wiser, or anything else-er, i still feel like.............. yesterday, the same old me like yesterday. weeeeeee....

im hungry. me wanna go eat eat. adios~~

peace out
-ying-

2006-08-26T10:38:00.001-07:00

alarh!!!!!!!! i woke up at 12.30... how can this be?? no! no! i cannot accept... yea right, what am i suppose to do about that lah? and yes ji yung, u won.. so? hahaha, does it means that i owe u sweets? oooooo, crap, shouldn't have mention that.. but oh well. i'll wake up earlier tomorrow..cos i need to, cousin sister's 21st birthday tomorrow!! yay! yay! it means i get to makan like nobody's business. hahaha..so, i shall now challenge ji yung to a who-wakes-up-earlier-tomorrow contest. if i wake up earlier means he's buying me ice cream..bwahahaha, but if he wakes up earlier, then, then, good for him then, waking up early is a good thing. hahaha.. ok? ok? deal yah.. weeeeeeeeeeee........

right, that was just pure evil..but he won't mind lah hoh? hahaha

today, boring day. but! but! u see there's a but. i. yes me. chan siew ying. yup that's me. bought my dress! hahaha.. so it means that my mission is completed and thank god i don't have to go there naked. lol.
dinner was horrible. the chicken totally sucked. ewwww. but i survived. so there goes my saturday. half of the day is wasted on sleeping. but hey! now i remember! i slept at 4 yesterday lah. well, i sleep at 4 everyday. so if i wake up at 1 it's suppose to be ok rite? rite? hahahaha..excuses..

phylo time " SLEEP....THE PERFECT EXERCISE" and no ji yung, don't fight with me, it IS the best exercise..whahahahaha...

peace out
-ying-

2006-08-25T10:00:00.000-07:00

today....nothing special. i woke up earlier than ji yung though.. bwahahahaha... i can't seem to get anything done. started with The Pearl today.. read till page 17, and i gave up.. haha..why? i word.. boring lah.. eh, that's two words. so, i started to wonder around the house, my sister's friends dropped by and they went out.. without me.. yay! home alone.. it wasn't fun anyway.. so.....yup, there goes another day...aihz...

i swear i'll finish that pearl book today.. so long, farewell, it's time to say goodbyee~~
phylo "TAKE WHAT YOU NEED, DON'T BE GREEDY, YOU MAY END UP BAD" right, what's that about? i dunno... so long.

peace out
-ying-

2006-08-24T04:08:00.000-07:00

life sucks(just today).....love sucks(just today too) owh wow!! it rhymes! ah duh??? you are using the same words lah woman..owh..right.. life don't really sucks actually, it can't, it's personification.it's just that i'm in a bad mood that's all..no biggie.. woke up slightly earlier this afternoon than yesterday.haha.when i say slightly i do mean slightly like half an hour earlier?? lol..so, no shopping for today cause my parents needed to go out to attend my cousins sort of so called wedding..i don't really know what do u call it but my parents kept on saying nikah..oh yah, my cousin is getting married to a malay girl..i'm totally okay with that, she's a nice girl.. owh yes, no shopping, i was actually happy about that..was kinda tired after all..(yah, although i woke up at 1.00)

did a little physics and it was time for csi again...hehe..(my mood was still ok)

when online after that and "dem dem dem" mood went bad..why? i don't know..okay, maybe i do know, but i'm not telling u....neh neh neh bu bu...*smile* but what's with the love sucks?? let's see, love don't really sucks but it hurts. don't believe me? go fall in love, then come let me know..maybe many of u, ok, most of u, ok ok, all of u might not agree with me but this is how i feel right now, i might not feel like that tomorrow..hahaha..love is not always sugary happily sweet u see, it may be painful at times..for me, it's just most of the time..that's why i rather stay out of it..( as if lah siew ying...) and sometimes i think that i'm not any good at all, and sometimes i wonder why, why i'm even here at all..yup, that's totally how i feel right now..worthless..bahh...

i'm seriously down, after what he said, he totally didn't mean it, but still it hurts..it hurts bad..i tell u, i even offered to help cook...hello?? i don't do that u see, it's usually my mum yelling at me, then i'll go help her out in the kitchen..but i offered her help today..hahaha...

five minutes ago, i started tearing......

peace out
-ying-

2006-08-23T03:21:00.000-07:00

a post a day..keeps who away? right, what a great way to start my post..haha.. i always have troubles starting my post. i signed in at 6.00 and i started posting at 6.28. wow..why? i don't know, u tell me.. today, as usual, i woke up, and i said good afternoon..haha..woke up at 1.30. it's not that bad isn't it? at least i think so..please help me out in this. had my yucky drink and i started off with moral..nope, no shopping today, decided to give it a rest today. i was afraid that the sales person might recognise me if i go back too soon to get the dress.. =S

so what the hack, i'll just stay at home. study.

as i was saying, i started off with moral. memorising. kepercayaan kepada tuhan...keyakinan yadee yadee yadee yadee.... got bored, so i did a little maths instead.. ( oh yah, i set my alarm clock to 3. wanted to watch csi..hehe) got bored again so i went back to moral...amanah...bla bla bla... i constantly turn my head to see what time it was, just cant wait for it to turn three..csi is a good show u know...but no luck, it was still 2.30..so i continued with physics. it might sound like i studied alot, but nope, quantiti ada, quality tak ada..bullshit...

and yes!!!! my fringe won't stop poking my eye. go away...u irritating thing..

so my sony ericsson ring tone rang..yes! that's my alarm tone. weeeee....it's three it's three..so i stopped at tanggungjawab terhadap keluarga. and yeah, i went back to moral cause i totally hate physics..i rather moralise myself.. but who cares about tanggunjawab when there's csi..muahahahaha..aiks, evilness..so i happily watched my csi and im sure that pn.shanta is very happy about it. she told us to watch it more often isn't it?? now i have a reason to watch tv..

my brother just came in and he thought that the fridge was poking my eye...what???!!!

after tv, went back to physics. oi! stick to one subject lah u..i asked my bro what should i study and he said physics. so i asked what chapter then he say chapter 5. (what's with him and the number five?) so, i started cahaya dan penglihatan that's chapter five right? oh well, dad came home with fatty rice (nasi lemak). had my so called dinner and now im blogging..

oh yes, i started to rain few minutes ago. i think im suppose to turn off my computer now. u know what they say, the power of lightnings nowadays..scary...haha

so to end today's post, here goes my phylo " NEVER ASSUME ANYTHING AS IT WILL MAKE AN ASS OUT OF U AND ME. ASS.U.ME" hey! no offense to anyone, it just sounds nice so i put it there.hahaa..

so go and make the world just a little safer,
i'll read all about it in tomorrow's paper.
-orson's save the world

you'll never change what's been and gone
-oasis's stop crying your heart out

hey, checked both of the songs out. it's really good. both from miss.leong. both rocks. thanks gurl.

peace out
-ying-

2006-08-22T00:42:00.000-07:00

another post...let's see. i cut my hair..but. nope, haha, not really short. it'll just look like thinner from the behind, it doesn't really look shorter than it was before. so, yup.. but, but, but, there's always a but, the bloody woman went and gave me a fringe. well, it's okay to have a fringe but she gave me a darn short one. ugh! i was like about to cry when she just went a snip it off. i swear, i really was. now, my dying wish is just to hope that it'll grow back faster before school re-opens. *fingers cross* i kept on pulling it, haha, will it grow faster this way? lol. i think i might get bold faster this way...*sigh*

it says 3.49 pm now.

i went shopping just now. again. what for? the dress lah duh..went to klcc and megamall yesterday but i couldn't find anything. again. getting sick of this man. instead we went for makan. again. it's like hoi! stop makaning lah u. i think i'll just go to the mpt5 in my school uniform, it might be the only thing that fits me by then looking at the rate of makan spree im doing now..aiks..i.should.stop.eating.too.much. haha..oh yea, back to the dress, nope, not yet, kinda depressing though, although shopping was the second thing i wanted to do after my trials.(first was sleep) but it doesn't seem so fun anymore...iiiiiiiiiiiiissssshhhhhhhhh.....when u just cant get what u want..bahh, enough on that topic lah..crappyness..

it says 3.59 pm now.

kinda hungry now. time for the yucky drink. ciaoz

peace out
-ying-

2006-08-20T11:20:00.000-07:00

i know. i said i'll post again someday soon. and i also know that this is not soon enough but.......sorry lah.. trials mah. what to do? but now that it's over...ngek ngek ngek...i'll try to post everyday k? i mean until the holidays are over lah.. so, i went shopping today..one thing.shopping is kinda tiring, especially when u are looking for something and u have to go try it on many many many many many times. it's like take off, wear back, take off, wear back..and it's not easy u know?? tak cukup stamina also cannot u see?! right. so i went to shop for my oh-so-wow MPT5. yeah. pls dun kill me kwan yi for mentioning this..=S but i cant find anything as well..but i haven't been to so many places yet though, just that i went to the curve. eh, not bad lah actually. u might find something u want there.. go check it out..

oh yah, so i saw this dress..wow...and i saw that dress..wah..then i saw another dress...fuiyo..and yet! i failed to get anything..great isn't it? yeap..i know, u feel like whacking me in the face rite? but it's not my fault. i actually almost put on EVERYTHING in the shop and all dad said was, erm, this one too short lah, that one a lil weird lah. y u dont want balck ah girl? black nice mah. but, but, but, i dont want!!! black is like too normal and boring rite? so we ended up makaning instead. hah! brilliant... but it was nice though. i get to hang out with my family again, go shopping and stuffs like that, after all those books and memorising and ewwwy stuff that we've been through the pass twp weeks..so..yup..it was cool... i bought a belt. ok ok, that didn't make sense..

so i'll be on a mission this holidays...it's call "get ur stupid dress by this holidays or u shall go there in ur birthday suit u woman" mission..the title sounds very motivating isn't it? yup yup...i make sure that i'll get it..wahahahaha.. (say first la....as if i'll really go there with my birthday suit....aihz...)

so...................that's all for today...oh wait.. ehem.. phylo "WHEN U FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING U LIKE. GET IT. DO NOT, i repeat DO NOT HESITATE. LATER WHEN U GO BACK IT'LL BE GONE!!!" trust me, it'll be like gone..like frank sinatra, like elvis and his mum..*teehee* so, yup, just go ahead and get it..k??
oh well, till then, adios partner..

peace out
-ying-

2006-07-28T10:44:00.000-07:00

update update here we go again.....ooooo, sekarang pukul 1.40 malam... it's like, CHAN SIEW YING!!!!! what are u still doing up so late? i dunno..maybe it's just cos i can't sleep?? no particular reason or watsoever. just don't feel like sleeping thats all.. (but errr, i need to wake up early tomorrow lah..teehee, so i might make this a short one k?) lets see, today. school sucked just like yesterday. and the day before. and the day before. and guess what? and the day before. hahha, maybe it's not that bad lah, it was just as bad as thursday. teachers seems to be having a nice time at home and students who wants to study(ahem, that would be err............ me. hahahahaha. yea lah siew ying) don't get to study. so basically, i forced myself to wake up on thursday just to go to school because i really did wanted to go for maths class u see... but it was raining.. oh my god. it was so heavenly. but i layed down on the bed and i was just thinking what subjects do i have on thurs. it starts off with bm. then english. then maths, then add maths and then finally est. est class is cancelled cause Pn.Thilaham already told us that she wouldn't be coming to school..and bm and english teacher just do nuts in class. so it's left with the two maths subject. Pn.Chin finish teaching the syllabuls already...according to her lah. so add maths is also out. that actually gave me a darn good reason to stay at home at continue my most oh-so heavenly sleep. but wooo! maths. but it's like one period only wor... oh well, i got my lazy butt off my bed and i went to school for the one period of maths. and guess what? i went and check the relief board. and there it was. Pn. Loy tidak hadir. i was like. WTH!!!!! ish, then it started to rain again. come on lah. what kind of sick world is this? bish.*smack in the head* but oh well, life goes on. thank goodness i brought my tuition homework to school. i needed to write an englsih essay. it was on a cool topic. and the topic is.......*drum roll* CONSTIPATION. yup yup, i know what u are thinking about. ouch. hahaha. but that was the topic. my teacher just gave us this topic and he said "okay class, write an essay on this topic and hand it up to me on next week" i find it kinda interesting...so... i wrote it..wahaha.nothing special really. just that no one writes that and i doubt that it'll come out for spm. oh crap. i didn't mean to mention the 's' word. haha.. sowee peeps.

that was yesterday. and then we have today. it was the same. i went to school just for biology because it's Pn.Shanta's class. you can't afford to miss her class. you might not be able to handle the consequences..hahha. but she is a damm hell of a nice teacher. haha. right. reached school, bloddy assembly, yadee yadee yadee....and then came Pn.Ung's favourite line. " ok. sit down " bahh.... the teachers were having a meeting. y???? but obviously we cant say anything and she dragged the bloody assembly for like a period or so.. there goes one period of biology. moral teacher and the physics teacher was also absent. ish. and it was another heavenly morning to sleep!!! what the *toot* is wrong with the world?? haha.. but oh well. like i said life goes on...doesn't it?? aihz.....

oh my god?? how long is the post? i'm suppose to keep it short.. hahaha.. i think i'll just stop here for today. ying's phylo " BAD THINGS HAPPENS. TEARS SHED AND SOMETIMES YOU JUST GET PISSED AND INFURIATED BY LIFE. BUT EVENTUALLY, LIFE STILL GOES ON. " right? agree with me or perish?? sounds familiar?? hahaha.. now it's 2.07. guessed it's time to go..

note: for those who are not present with us is this world, eventhough you guys are not with us, but it is no doubt that we will always remember you guys...

peace out
-ying-

2006-07-21T20:32:00.000-07:00

Okay.. i admit, due to my malasness and ntg else but my malasness heee....i haven't been updating since like wayyyyyyyy back in june.ahaha.sorry ya..so, here goes! my updatey! hmm, its 11.32 am saturday. i just came back from school and im typing this post here half naked.. hahaha.. sorry for the details. i wanted to bathe but oh well, what the hack update first lah.. ok ok, enough of crap. so, today is the day for us to step down(yes yes, the band thingy.haha) it was...like...like....like....not that bad after all..haha, i was sad, and i surely do miss it, but it was not that bad..i mean stepping down. everything have to move on anyway, so..lalalalala....oh yah, and guess what? it's prefect installation too... but lets not go there..it's..*u know*. right, so beloved kwan yi just send me a song, k, maybe it's not just, like two or three days ago but whatever, its called NO TOMORROW by ORSON and HANDS DOWN by DASHBOARD CONFESSIONALS... it's really cool, go check it out. i went through alot to get that song..hahahaha..rite kwan yi??? =p

lets see what else can we talk about..hmm... oh yah... i'm ok!!! remember i've been walking like a pregnant lady in school last week?? haha, i went to see the doctor and he says i'll be ok soon...i guess.. i was relieved when he said that. and i think my dad almost like cried. hahaha..cos we were afraid that it has something to do with my kidney or something. but oh well!! i'm ok!! but daddy seems to not trust him.. maybe cos he looks weird and he has this really funny accent..hahah. he gave me those really big-ugly looking tablets. ewwwwwww... but i dun mind.. as long as i'm ok.. hahaha, ok ok, i've been stressing alot on that, lets just change topic..teehee...

oh oh!! JOHNY DEPP is sooooo officially cool! hahaha, watched pirates of the caribbean yet?? it's really a good show, and it's definately not like those other second shows.. u get me?? as in like bla bla bla 1 and bla bla bla 2.usually the first show is a blast and the second show is just disappoinment. haha, but this is not like that!!! it's a jerry bruckheimer movie.. u should really go watch it, it's so funny..

is this long enough for the time being?? i'll try to update again...soon...... i suppose...hahaha.. so siew ying's phylo for the day! ahem... *cough cough* haha.. " JUDGE NOT A MAN BY HIS CLOTHES, BUT BY HIS WIFE"S CLOTHES..." hahaha, just kidding yah.. but hey, seriously, don't judge ppl but their looks it's not fair for them and for u too, cos u won't get to know that person when u already have a pre-judgement on him or her.. it's easily said, but is it easily done?? hmm??? hahaha.. oh well, guess i'll just stop here... ttfn!!

peace out
-ying-

2006-06-25T07:36:00.000-07:00

yes. i've slept for 18 hours. long long 18 hours from yesterday's 3 pm till this morning 9 am. i have no idea why i slept for soooooo long. maybe it's because i'm too tired. or i was just trying to hide from something. i knew my phone rang. i knew messages came in. i knew that my mum was yelling ying! ying! from downstairs. i knew all of that. it's just that i was trying to ignore it. trying to get some sleep. yesterday was a big day for us. for the band. it was the day to show off according to sam. it was true. after all the long hours of training and the long hours under the bloody( mind my language) sun. we did so much and we got this far, and that was our time. our 12 minutes. after that it was going to be O-V-E-R. done! adios!! bye byee! we were so prepared. and then, it was our turn. we went and did what we can. that was the LONGEST 12 minutes ever. but it's over now. we did what we had to. and we did our best. we won.. no other band can beat our spirit and determination. nicely said by one of our band member. but i can't help it. i can't help feeling sad and dissappointed. i know crying is not going ot change anything. but how i wish it could. how i desperately wish it could. "siew ying. stop crying. we didn't lose. we did our best and we have no regrets k?" i totally agree with that. but i think i might need a little more time to get over this. it hurts badly. damm hell it does. but oh well, the oh-so mighty klang high won the thing. and catholic got second. ish... i rather catholic won first! but the main thing of me being so sad is not because we lost. it's because this is the last year of me being in the band and we couldn't create history. and i am even sadder cos i didn't prove it to my sister. but i think she'll start to recognise us. after all this trainings. she saw the differents between this year and last year.

i know... long and winding post. BORING~~ but i really needed to let this out. hey, peeps. remember the if poem we read in form four?? if you can meet with Triumph and Disaster and treat those two impostors just the same. yea those were taken from the poem. well, no offense to those who like this poem but i think this is bull crap. how can one treat success and failure the same?? are we no human? have we no feelings? well Mr-whoever- who-wrote-this i don't think you can do it too right? so for those who can do it, call me! i'll be waiting. i need help.

and for those who thinks that band is lame and so forth.. think again. i don't care what you people say ou there. but SSB ROCKS!!!!! to the max! due to the long hours under the sun, we now all have same skin colour. tanned. so.... ONE BAND-ONE SOUND-ONE SKIN COLOUR!! oh yea.....

ying's phylo for the day. " if you can't bare with the pain of losing, start working your ass off now." crap, that sounded rude. kk, again again. "if you can't bare with the pain of losing, start working your buttocks off now" there, that sounds better. so ppl, spm is coming. (sorry to mention) work hard now. we shall PLAY harder later.

peace out
-ying-

2006-06-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

i. hate. backstabbers!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously i do!! why back stab when u can just come forward to tell me in my face? i rather u doing that then to act like you are good friends wif me infront of my face and then go back stab me when i turn around... hello?? come on man..be a man ( or a woman, depending on what gender you are) do the right thing!! have some guts and come on to my face and let it out... it'll do both of me and you good!!! at least we can try settling the problem.. right?? so stop doing that peeps!! it's really irritating when u need to hear someone telling you what so and so said about u.. it's like. can't so and so just say it to my face?? instead of doing all this shit?? ish........ when u come and say it to my face.. you syok i pun syok! so!!! please lah...

peace out (yah~~)
-ying-

2006-06-09T04:00:00.000-07:00

I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yup! that's all for today... =)

oooooo, how can i forget. siew ying's phylosophy for the day "appreciate your sleeping time and school holidays, it's so precious..SERIOUSLY" kk, that's all!! buh byeeee....

peace out
-ying-

2006-06-07T04:07:00.000-07:00

why not me?? i always ask myself this question..don't you?
why is she friends with so and so and not me?
why does he likes another girl but not me?
why is he/she so smart but not me?
why does the teacher likes them more but not me?
why are some people so rich but not me?
why are some people so lucky but not me?
it may seems that siew ying...you ah....you should be thankful for what you have... but this is not the case...( but for the rich and lucky part i don't really mean it cos i AM thankful of that..)

sometimes in life, things might not go as well as you've planned....the one thing that you've wanted all along might not be your's but belongs to someone else even they don't want it...yesterday i said to myself..the more you want it the more it'll not be...so yesterday i said to god..i'll just wait till tomorrow and see how things gradually work out. i don't want to put too high hopes on it cos im afraid that i will get disappointed too much.... so i woke up in the morning...eventually i forgot all about it already....but SOMEBODY had to go bring it out and crush my heart...although i said i didn't put too much hope to it..but still...i was crushedd..but more on disappointed and sad..i'm sad not because i wasn't chosen..im sad because i was not the first one in mind to be chosen.. infact, he picked those whom he fancy only..and guess what?? after all the things i've done, he almost forgotten me..until i show up infront of him...this part of the whole thing made me disappointed and heart broken...but i kept quiet..and to be honest..actually i didn't for it at the first place..if i insisted, things might be different now..but oh well, i can't ask for anything else now can't i? so i'll jus live with it...all i need is time....=) humans can get used to anything......as long as given enough time...

okie okie..here goes my phylosophy for the day.."if you think you deserve more than you are deserving now, go fight for it, don't hesitate" but i didn't say that you should always do that, it's just that when you think that u REALLY deserve more, then you should really voice out...in a peaceful way though...not literally go "fight" for it lah......

kk, im done...hee...

peace out
-ying-

2006-06-05T04:27:00.000-07:00

update update!!!! okie okie.... lets see...i remember my password lah..its jus that i was kinda a little bit NOT much just a lil(hehe) lazy that's all...and if u want to test me whether i remember my password or not, well i remember it perfectly well!! its...... hah! u think im gonna tell u?? hmm??? if u wanna know u can go ask kwan yi, she knows..wait!! don't ask her....cause she knows...heee...anyways, enough of crap..lets move on..

lets see...last thursday(i think) krys's family went on vacation, and since she didn't follow them, she gets to sleep over at my house!! ahaha...btw, because of that, mum made me wash the toilet...darn u krystle!!!!! haha. just kidding lah..kk, back to the sleepover thingy..oh yah!! lesley came over too!! it was great fun! except for the i-didn't-get-to-sleep part, i'll let u guys know about that later.. k, they came over at the afternoon and we went out, as in out to one utama. guess who fetched us there?? andrew... ahah. for those of u who don't know him, he just got his license..and he drove us to one utama!! ahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anyways, we didn't hang out there for long cause the oh-so-brilliant siew ying here(ahem) had to go for tuition at 5..so we got back to taipan from one-u in 20 mins..( i tell u, he was speeding like nobody;s business okay....='S ) but im okie...haha... went for a drink(it was still early), donated some money to this la salle dude, went for tuition..bla bla bla...end of tuition!! krys and les was waiting for me at mcd's and then my dad came and pick us up and we went home!! as in my home!! hee.. mum cooked dinner, and they ate at my house..after that we made flower, den we played speed(lesley.....aihz..haha), den we played jenga!!!! as in the one where you stack up the wooden blocks and see how high can u stack it before it falls kinda game?? get me?? anyways, it was sooooo much fun!!! haha, although there were alot of shouting involved..ahaha...then after that we went over to krys's house..( she stays next door by the way) and then we played cards again...happy family..haha....den we watched tv...then we came back to my house...then we were eating again...muahahaha....and then we went upstairs....and we were talking...and talking..and talking...and talking....and u know what?? we were still talking....haha....krys slept for a while, so lesley and i went online to check out some stuffs, and oh yah!! how can i miss that out?? we were also talking!! and then krys woke up! when lesley was about to sleep...(ish.....) then lesley went to bed, it was six in the morning by the way...then i teman-ed krys, we went downstairs and we watched Fairy Odd Parents. haha... and then it was seven we all got ready and we went off to school for band practice....eeeeee!!! no.sleep.at.all!!! but it was fun.. hee...=D

after band, we went to sunway pyramid.......with andrew's car.....again....we watched over the hedge...such a cute show..... STELLA!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...it was cute...after that it was walking and walking and then we went home again, and we had dinner at my house again...THANKS mum!! for the good food!! haha...

that's about it....we had sooo much fun!! really hope that we can do this again someday...soon....
ahh...i went back to seremban again the next day....(bahh....) oh oh, phylosophy for the day!! errr...."A REAL FRIENDWILL TELL YOU WHEN YOU HAVE SPINACH STUCK IN YOUR TEETH" really.......

okay okay, im done..off i go..

peace out
-ying-

2006-05-22T08:58:00.000-07:00

life is very unpredictable. you will NEVER know what is going to happen tomorrow, not to even say the next second. my friend said to me, what is meant to be is actually what is meant to be, but we live our own lifes and not god who lives our lifes. so what is meant to be is actually controlled by your ownself. he asked whether i believes in the phrase what is meant to be is meant to be? i replied. life is short and one will never know what is going to happen in the next minute. so it's important to treasure every single second in your life and also everyone around you. follow your heart. follows it where ever it wants to take you.. so that even if anything happens to you, you'll have no regrets and whatsoever in your life....that's what i believes.... phylosophy of the day "live is really short, so live life to the fullest and treasure everyday in your life and thank god every morning for allowing us to see the start of a beautiful new day" fine. maybe it's not originally from me, but, i improvised on that phrase!! so yah...it's considered as ying's phylosophy of the day...

in loving memory..teacher and friend..

peace out
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2006-05-21T09:48:00.000-07:00

today!!! a brand new day!! a beautiful sunny day!! well...it was VERY sunny when i wake up..hahaha, maybe cos it was noon already..heee..my bad..okay, by the way, it was a beautiful sunny day, my mum cooked breakfast(it was breakfast actually but despite de fact that i woke up late, so it became lunch =p) but anyways, ate breakfast(lunch) then did some housework..."some".. then i went straight off to my music class...my music class starts at 3.30..can u imagine what time was it when i woke up?? haha, if u think u know the answer, simply just tag at my taggie board and the winner shall get something from me...i don't know what but just something k?? oh, but the great thing was, we went to go to one utama after class!! oh weee!!!!!!! it has been such a long time since i go shopping...thanx to exams..blehx!!!! but the sad thing was my bro couldn't come along, since his exams are not over yet..(muahahahaha)....but it was cool, cos my mum bought alot of stuffs for me and him as well. hey!! why don't i get that when i couldn't go shopping with them???!!! but we had so much fun. oooo!! i saw this piano there. u know those kinda piano where they just put it up there then when there are some people that are free then they would go up there and perform? do u get me?? hmm, kk, nevermind, yah, so i saw the piano there, and i heard this beautiful melody. so i approached it, and ahhhhh!!!!!! haha, the piano keys were moving up and down up and down but no one was there playing..u know in those horror movies they do that just to frighten u, but they actually have this sort of machine-kinda-programmed thing to control the keys on the piano...according to daddy, it was some solenoid shit..i mean thing..i was still so surprised so i decided to share this with u guys..hahah, maybe i'm the only jakun here...ahaha, but what the heck, there might be more jakuns out there!! hahaha, cut the crap. oh yah! i also saw this cool bear thingy..it was sooooooooo cute!! the sales lady was explaining to us about the bear. erm, it is those kinda bears that u can make it by urself as in they will provide u with the equipments and then you put it all up together by urself..it was cute cos u get to change clothes for him n stuffs like that, the last time i saw this kinda bear was in london..ahah, and now malaysia has this as well!! weeee................

hmm, kk, i know its getting kinda boring now..so i shall just stop here..another phylosophy of the day "treasure the moments when you are with your family, it is something you can't buy and it is priceless" WARNING: WELL, ACTUALLY THERE IS NO WARNING FOR THIS ONE!!!!! HEHE..

peace out
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2006-05-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

i noe i noe im posting a lot of times today, im so sorry again, coz i just figured that i missed out alot of things..n maybe the writing mood came back....heeeheee..

today i went to secret recipe!!! with les n krys..it was very fun coz we actually had to walk there..we walked like somebody's business coz we reached there in 20 minutes, if we walked like nobody's business, we might had taken half an hour..haha, for those who doesn't understand, it's okay, coz it's like some secret code language stuff..hahaha...jk jk.... i had gastric yesterday night, n i went to see the doctor...me n my dad went around the whole subang area to find an open clinic...ish, we went to ss19, we waited soooooo long and yet it's still not my turn..y?? haha, so we left n we went to taipan..oh btw, taipan looks scary at night, i mean like after 12..oh yah, so i saw the doctor, she was nice....but she gave me yucky eeewwwee medicine..i don't mind tablets, but NO, she had to give me liquid form med..eeeee.....oh yah, i said all those cos it is related to the secret recipe thing..we reached "s.r" and we were like ahhhh!!!! air-cond!!! hahah, it was soooo hot outside and we had to walk there u see..it's not because we haven't see am air-cond before k? so i was like very hungry coz i kinda sort of didn't eat my breakfast, so i ate sphagetti, while my mosqutio frens were jus hving a drink..after the meal i was damm full!!! but....but...but...i jus couldn't resist it, it was secret recipe, how can u leave without eating a cake?? it jus ain't rite!! right?? haha, so i had to go order the cake n we did a small ceremony on announcing the "exam finish" day..haha. it was lots of fun....seriously lots of fun...we should do that more often..=P...oh yah, how is the gastric thingy related to this? hehe, coz i ate damm alot, so i think i won't be having gastric for quite a while, den i don't hv to eat the yucky eewwwee stuff again!! weee...(and lesley, NO i wont eat it with bread!) haha..hmm, after that we went to tuition and it was also damm fun cos the chemistry teacher did some experiments and our dear "someone" actually kinda slept throughout the whole thing!! ahh?? how.is.it.possible? haha..ooohhh yah, n we ate dinosaurs!! sweet lah..haha...it was like nooo!!! ahhhh!!!! eeeee!!! haha.. everything was jus funny today..maybe it's because of the exams-over thing..haha...

okay okay, i promised this will be the last post of the day!!! really!!!
oh, another phylosophy of mine..ehem.." life is short, so live life to the fullest, eat more ice creams!!"
WARNING: CHIDREN WHO ARE UNDERAGE SHOULD BE ACCOMPANIED BY THEIR PARENTS WHILE CARRYING OUT THE EATING-ICE-CREAM ACT.. ice creams can also be replaced with sweets and cakes!! haha..

peace out(for real)
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2006-05-19T07:03:00.000-07:00

is this better??

2006-05-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

i noe i noe!!!! im back!!!! hahaha, what day is it? yes!! friday!! the 19th!! oh yes kwan yi...lighting nowadays...aihz..no one to blame...so im soooooo sorry for being gone for so long k?? hahaha...but the main thing is im back!! okay okay, i think i should stop emphasizing that im back..hehe.. oh yah, is this big enough? i mean the font...cause it looks a lil too big for my eye..hee..cacated eyes... but i'll stick with this, after what pn.shanta said...uh..

anyways, today is friday!! oh oops, i said that already.. ehem..anyways, today is the last day of exams!! everything is over(for now) gone, bye bye, tatta, don't come back!, etc etc..it was a very long two n a half weeks, all those sleepless nights, all the stress n pain, all the time that i've spent on books(getting dramatic, haha) and now its finally gone! poof! weee....=p

today was okay..jus okay...the exams didn't really ended up how we wanted..thanx to AIDS and SARS and HEALTH ORGANISATIONS. haha, no worries, it's just the pjk paper that im talking about...it was damm dumb, obviously, cos i couldn't answer..(hehe, blame the papar, don't blame yourself) i jus came out with that philosophy, it'll make you feel better..seriously!! but don't use it so often though..it's not so healthy cos u'll be talking to and scolding the paper, WARNING: CHIDREN THAT ARE UNDER THE AGE OF THREE SHOULD BE KEPT AWAY FROM THIS PHILOSOPHY AS IT MIGHT CAUSE PHYCHIATRIC PROBLEMS. for those who are above 3, use it at your own risk yah. see, i think u can see the effect on me rite? after reading that..hmm..haha, what the heck, im just crapping here, please don't mind that yah? it's just that im overjoyed!! heeehee....

i thought that this will be a long post cause since i've been away for so long..but nope! haha, maybe it's the exams, too much writing, just not in the writing mood now..but i think i crapped alot too eventhough i said so..haha..so i think i should stop now..i'll keep the rest till the next one kyez?

peace out
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2006-04-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

i am here for a reason. and it is to help our dear siew ying say something she pretty much can't. for the moment.

on behalf of siew ying, i am sad to announce that she will be away (for i don't know how long). but don't worry, she'll be back as soon as her modem is. because apparently, her modem is busted. as in, it got striked by lightning. you know, the power of lighnings nowadays. very sad. can't blame anyone though.

she's fine. very fine. she had flu two days ago, i think. but she's up and running now. yeah, our good ol' siew ying is back. okay, i better not talk too much otherwise i'm gonna get it. no? so once again, siew ying will be back. don't feel sad. some of you might be. so, so thats it. its a pleasure posting in her blog. hehehehe. chilli chan =P

*sugarpie honeybunch* out. xoxo

2006-04-11T23:17:00.000-07:00

today...aihz...what a tiring day it was. thanx to band and non other then band. since our sports day is coming soon, so we had our raptai today. at first, it was weeeee!!! cause i didn't hv to go for classes but NO!! it wasn't as heavenly as i thought. my "beautifull" morning started of with " siew ying!!! go take your drums now! ask all your percussionist to go out now!!" hah, pretty good start huh?? and it was also accompanied by "BARIS!! REHATKAN DIRI!!!! " it was so freaking loud and the whole morning ended up like this. my ear drums almost break! bahhh....i know this is starting to get boring but i have nothing else to post so...i guess i'll jus stop here..hehe..

peace out
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2006-04-10T07:33:00.001-07:00

monday, 10th april, 2006

oh weeee.....i finally got a bloggie!! im still new, so bare with me okay? yup, so today, it was like every other mondays but it was slightly more interesting cause i was late for school! haha, i noe, late for school, in what way does it sounds interesting? but wait! the interesting part was my brother got me into this sh*t. we both woke up late this morning and i was rushing like mad and all he did was.. jie, what shoe should i wear ah? ahhhh!!! how can he do that when my watch says 7.25?? and when we finally started to walk, i looked behind and there was no one!! nah uh! none!! we reached school and i was thatttttt close to reach in time...someone just need to stop us and say stop! u guys are late! stop here! bahhhhh, wtc?? haha, but it was actually fun over at the other side. and i was also lucky cause i brought the book!! AWTR.. i was enjoying my life there until the mosquitoes started feeding on me..aiks..at least it's a new experience! i said to myself, cause i get to skip my moral period n stuffs..weeee to that!! haha.. classes today was actually alright. many teachers didn't show up cause of saringan. we had alot of free periods today but add maths was frustrating!! frustrating i say!! ish, that teacher of mine is just so @#$!$^&%**.. hehe, censored..u don't want to know about what i was about to say..its not cool..lol

finally reached home....
i was sooooo lazy to cook den i threatened my bro to cook for me to repay me of wat he did to me this morning..usually he will make a bunchies of complaints but nope!! not a single one today.(guess he does feel guilty) but i sort of regreted right after that, cause he called his food "black beauty".. do you know why? come, let me tell you.. food..black....kononnya beauty... and it tasted a little bitter..get it?? haha, i'll leave to your imagination.. and after that, it was tuition..biology...i like that subj, its just that the tuition word is bothering me..you guys know why...but as usual it was a fun class..and the teacher actually pinched me just to explain to the class about sistem saraf.. ouchie!! hehe, but he's a nice guy...he made me say i love u by the way..haha..

anyways, i think for the first time of me to post a blog..this should be long enough right? and special thanks to kwanyi!!! and now i have a blog!! weeeeeeeee........

peace out
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